Hates. Really.
Oct. 29th, 2010 07:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
xenithI don't feel like writing.
I particularly don't feel like writing 50,000 bloody words, regardless of how many days.
I have characters, main and supporting and minor, and scenes, and something resembling a plotline BUT they want to stay in my head. The opening scene is particularly dull and uninspirational. I very much doubt I can end up with a usuable storyline, nor will I be able to pull off the setting I have in mind and, oh yeah, it's light SF. Like they're really selling at the moment. Haha.
Why am I doing this? Sigh.
Notes that the last year, on the day before, I was obviously feeling perky about the whole thing *slaps self*
Notes that in October 2007 I was not at all keen on the whole thing (but that was my "best time" and the only one I've so far knocked into a submissable state).
Eh.
I particularly don't feel like writing 50,000 bloody words, regardless of how many days.
I have characters, main and supporting and minor, and scenes, and something resembling a plotline BUT they want to stay in my head. The opening scene is particularly dull and uninspirational. I very much doubt I can end up with a usuable storyline, nor will I be able to pull off the setting I have in mind and, oh yeah, it's light SF. Like they're really selling at the moment. Haha.
Why am I doing this? Sigh.
Notes that the last year, on the day before, I was obviously feeling perky about the whole thing *slaps self*
Notes that in October 2007 I was not at all keen on the whole thing (but that was my "best time" and the only one I've so far knocked into a submissable state).
Eh.
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Date: 2010-10-29 09:29 am (UTC)So I come up with something that'll challenge me to write it. Now I'll stressing over whether I can pull it off. And because I'm stressed, I feel bleargh and unmotivated.
Good one.
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Date: 2010-10-29 10:25 am (UTC)*Snap!*
Oh, well, it's only a month ...
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Date: 2010-10-29 10:28 am (UTC):)
It's all learning, as I said to someone the other night.
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Date: 2010-10-29 11:51 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-10-29 11:55 am (UTC)Nooooooooooo.
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Date: 2010-10-29 12:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-10-29 12:06 pm (UTC)Ah. Well, if you say so, who am I to argue :)