Miserable post. Don't read.
Sep. 9th, 2013 10:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
xenithStupid, miserable frustrating day.
Sitting down to work at the stupid idiot council laptop and finding my most recent files date from July. Not much I could do without my files to work on, and I couldn't create anything new in case they get overwritten. So spent the afternoon looking for people who didn't exist.
Job network guy tells me he's leaving so there'll be someone else next time. Someone else to explain everything to and have her make suggestions,and know it's bloody pointless anyway.
A song on Winamp reminded me of a friend who died last year, and the plans we'd made and things we'd done together. My oldest internet friend. So been crying over her all night.
Although I did find time to cry about stupid writing too. Can't handle the submission stuff any more, but if I don't, then I don't see a point to the stupid thing. Can't keep writing. Can't not write. So I end up writing one or two sentences a day. And spending more time crying over it.
Also, I miss my puppy :(
So to end with, a sort-of happy photo.
Sitting down to work at the stupid idiot council laptop and finding my most recent files date from July. Not much I could do without my files to work on, and I couldn't create anything new in case they get overwritten. So spent the afternoon looking for people who didn't exist.
Job network guy tells me he's leaving so there'll be someone else next time. Someone else to explain everything to and have her make suggestions,and know it's bloody pointless anyway.
A song on Winamp reminded me of a friend who died last year, and the plans we'd made and things we'd done together. My oldest internet friend. So been crying over her all night.
Although I did find time to cry about stupid writing too. Can't handle the submission stuff any more, but if I don't, then I don't see a point to the stupid thing. Can't keep writing. Can't not write. So I end up writing one or two sentences a day. And spending more time crying over it.
Also, I miss my puppy :(
So to end with, a sort-of happy photo.
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Date: 2013-09-09 12:45 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-09-09 12:48 pm (UTC)But you didn't know my dog!
*hugs*