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Sep. 3rd, 2007 10:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I finish up for the night. I turn the chair away from the computer. As I start to stand up, I say "Come on, it's bed--" No one to hear me. No one to jump up and follow me from the room. No one to run to the back door ready to go outside. No one to wait by the bed until I say "Get up".
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Date: 2007-09-04 03:18 am (UTC)That's the part that sucks the most, I think -- when your subconscious hasn't yet adjusted to the loss and you have to keep re-experiencing it anew.
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Date: 2007-09-05 04:26 am (UTC)Yeah :\ I can handle the big things, it's the little things that sneak up on me like the way I open the front or wanting to go outside all the time to bring the dog in
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Date: 2007-09-07 01:46 am (UTC)